hi. i'm anastasija and i'm 17. i hate sleeping and music is pretty much my favourite thing about living.

i choose delusion over reality very often. i enjoy things that are bad for me. i tell myself that things don’t matter when they couldn’t matter more. i tell myself that things do matter when they shouldn’t even be fleeting through my mind. in every possible way, i’m just a very messy person. home MESSAGE CREDIT ARCHIVE